They were indignant and asked him, ‘Do you hear what they are saying?’ Jesus answered, ‘I do. Have you never read the text, “You have made children and babes at the breast sound your praise aloud”?’ – Matthew 21:15 – 16, REB
What haven’t I read this year? This year I never read Rhinoceros. I’ve thought about it — not about reading it, I mean.
But this year I read Matthew Fox’s account of reading Thomas Merton reading Rhinoceros. Within minutes of reading it, I ordered Merton‘s Raids of the Unspeakable. I have now read Thomas Merton reading Rhinoceros for myself.
They [the Samaritans] told the woman, ‘It is no longer because of what you said that we believe, for we have heard him ourselves.’ – John 4:42, REB
While we read John’s account of the Samaritans’ account.
Jesus wasn’t suggesting — he wasn’t even understood then and there, I don’t think, as suggesting – that his fellow rabbis had not read this or any the other texts he referred to. He was, though, implicitly challenging their notion of reading. Reading a book is no accomplishment, much less a credential.
Reading, in fact, may reduce me. In Bachelard’s poetics, for instance, “the joy of reading appears to be the reflection of the joy of writing, as though the reader were the writer’s ghost.”1 I’m becoming my authors’ mirrors.
Maybe my writers are like the Old Testament’s heroes of faith, of whom the writer of Hebrews says, “only with us should they reach perfection” (Hebrews 11:40, REB). Is that what they see in me, and is that why they published? Are they watching me now?
And have you never read If on a Winter’s Night a Traveler — the novelist Silas Flannery watching through a spyglass a woman in a deck chair who is, in turn, reading his book?
Paul’s best stuff, he said, were his readers: “you are our epistles, known and read of all men.” Many writers are busy revising me.
To feel how impossible it is to finish a book, one must be read at least as much as one reads. John Climacus taught me that: “When you find satisfaction or compunction in a certain word of your prayer, stop at that point.”
So while reading a book may not be an accomplishment, reading a book may also be no small accomplishment. As Flannery says, “it is only through the confining act of writing that the immensity of the nonwritten becomes legible.” But this nonwritten stays nonwritten. It surfaces only through “the uncertainties of spellings, the occasional lapses, oversights, unchecked leaps of the word and the pen.”2 Do you hear what they are saying?
If you’ve finished If on a Winter’s Night, of course, you never finished ten books.
I’ve never actually read Climacus. Henri Nouwen quotes him, though, in a short book on meditation that I’ve read a dozen times, the last a dozen years ago.3
I won’t list most of the books I read from this year. But here are the books that were bad enough for me to finish:
- 1 Samuel translated by Robert Alter
- Imagined Communities: Reflections on the Origin and Spread of Nationalism by Benedict Anderson
- Liberalism and Republicanism in the Historical Imagination by Joyce Appleby
- The Life of the Mind by Hannah Arendt
- On Revolution by Hannah Arendt (3rd & 4th readings)
- Notes of a Native Son by James Baldwin (2nd reading)
- Witness: Lessons from Elie Wiesel’s Classroom by Ariel Burger
- The Modern Political Tradition: Hobbes to Habernas by Lawrence Cahoone (2nd) (lecture series)
- Metahuman by Deepak Chopra
- The Glamour of Grammar by Roy Peter Clark
- Why Liberalism Failed by Patrick J. Deneen
- Invisible Man by Ralph Ellison (3rd & 4th readings)
- Absalom, Abaslom! by William Faulkner (3rd reading)
- The Wild Palms by William Faulkner (2nd reading)
- Churches in the Modern State by John Neville Figgis
- Radical Prayer: Love in Action by Matthew Fox (lecture series)
- Can Democracy Survive Global Capitalism? by Robert Kuttner
- The Namesake by Jhumpa Lahiri (2nd & 3rd readings)
- The Hebrew Republic: Jewish Sources and the Transformation of Western Political Thought by Eric Nelson
- The Prince by Niccolio Machiavelli (2nd reading)
- Desolation Island by Patrick O’Brian (5th reading)
- The Fortune of War by Patrick O’Brian (5th reading)
- H.M.S. Surprise by Patrick O’Brian (5th reading)
- The Ionian Mission by Patrick O’Brian (5th reading)
- The Maritius Command by Patrick O’Brian (5th reading)
- Master and Commander by Patrick O’Brian (5th reading)
- Post Captain by Patrick O’Brian (5th reading)
- The Ancient Constitution and the Feudal Law: A Study of English Historical Thought in the Seventeenth Centuryby J. G. A. Pocock
- Emerson: The Mind on Fire by Robert D. Richardson, Jr.
- The Divine Dance: The Trinity and Your Transformation by Richard Rohr
- Courage to Grow: How Acton Academy Turns Learning Upside Down by Laura A. Sandefer
- The Grammarians by Kathleen Schine
- Hamlet by William Shakespeare (2nd reading)
- Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare (37th reading)
- The Crisis of the Middle-Class Constitution by Ganesh Sitaraman
- Prayer and Worship by Douglas Steere (4th reading)
- Mother Night by Kurt Vonnegut
- Writing Across contexts: Transfer, Composition, and Sites of Writing by Kathleen Blake Yancey
- Medical Medium: Liver Rescue by Anthony William
This coming year, I’ll be thinking about Rhinoceros a lot.